James and I were missing having a dog. We wanted to take the dog everywhere, including camping. When we got back from Hawaii we went puppy hunting. We had hoped to find a Cally pup. Still in our search all we could find were small dog breeds. We decided a Mini American Eskimo would be a nice dog to have, but of course we knew very little about the breed.

I had to go and buy a book and learn about them. What they couldn't eat and what they were like and all. I was beginning to realize we were not little dog people and we would have to become that for this dog. The dog could not change for us. So, we worked on it. We did our best. We hope it was good enough for the dog.

We both love Bock very much. Still in June I had to find him another home and hope it wasn't too late. Debbie and Paul Ashback took him and started to work with him... hoping he would become less afraid of things. He had become agressive... & we hoped that some new people would give him a fresh start.

James & I love Bock so much. The Ashback's called him "Buddy" and hoped this would help too. I will finish these comments later.
God bless Baby Bock, now Buddy.

Sherri, Happily Married
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Bock is in a new home as of June 2008. He was two years of age on June 16, 2008. His new family calls him "Buddy" and he likes it. He is a very sweet dog. I will miss him, but it is for the best. He needed more time and attention than I could give him.

Hubby and I are together and doing great! B.S. Fox, is still my lover. James will always be. So, I am still Sherri, Happily Married.
:o} ((((((((((((hugs 4 All))))))))))))))))))
God bless you all out there. :o}

Oh, and we are now living in the Sunshine State of Florida... lol.. :)

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Good-Bye All

I will miss you all. I will close StarGate as soon as I am sure my husband is gone.

Good-bye.


Dear B. S. Fox I love you.

I love you and I always will. I love your smile! I love your touch. I love the way you sell a vehicle; and the way you laugh. I love your hugs; and you kisses. I love you very much! I can feel your breath on my face when I dream. I can smell you, in the clean breeze of spring. I can hear you telling me everything will be ok. I need to hear this everyday. I hold dearly your memory and I always will. I love you Honey. Do you love me still?

I walk in the sunshine and I see your face. All of my happy memories hold your face, and give you place. Every gift I have; every dream I want, You. Do I still have a place in your world?

I breathe because you asked for me. I was sent back here for you, you see. God would not have just been cruel, if He had sent me-just to be a fool. I love you, I do; and I always will. Forgive me if I have destroyed your love for me? Please forgive me if I have hurt you? Please forgive me? Forgive me? Please! Please!

God bless you Honey, My Lover; My Best-Friend. I will miss you always.

Sincerely Your loving wife, Sherri.

When I am out there on the road, I hope you at least pray for my safe-travel, as I go down the lonely road of life. I will never divorce you and I will contest one if you ask it of me. When I am dead, you are free! Ok. You can take that into your own hands I guess. But if I'm alive, I'm your wife, until death do we part for good. I just cannot live in an empty house. This house is so big and--without you in it; it is ugly! I cannot stay here without you; there is no beauty here, without you. No life.

I'll wait a day, maybe two, before I start wrapping up the mess here. Then I'm gone.

Note:
After 26 almost 27 years what took you from me? It can't be Iraq, must have happened before that; Only God knows! I do not know anything any more. I realize I am ignorant as to why my world is falling apart. I had a husband before I left for Iraq and I had friends and I had the army and now I had none of it, it seems. My world has disappeared. Why? Do you even care about me any more? If so, in what way? Am I on my own already? Help me God? I can't do this all by myself again? I thought God gave me you? I thought you loved me! I do not know what to think any more. I must be an awful person, because everyone leaves me. ............................

Sherri, Happily Married

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I burned all the chicken. Oh well, like I would have eaten any of it. Not! I am not hungry. :o} I will have to throw it all away. It is black, Yuck! I usually am at least a fair cook, but today was not a good time to be cooking. I had my mind anywhere, but the kitchen, lol... :) I must get the mess cleaned up so I can get cleaned up for work. See you. I'll be back!!!

God bless you all.

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I slept the whole day away, Yuck! I do not want to do that ever again . I feel like crap . I thought I would feel better if I slept for a long time. But I don't feel better. I feel like, ahhh eehhh yuck. I just do not want to do this again . I feel a whole lot better with too little sleep then too much . I would rather have insomnia, then ever feel this bad again . Yuck!

I do not intend to sleep this long again . I would have to be down with the flue or something... Yuck! and still it would be a yuck!

Ok, enough of this stuff. I am awake and glad to be! I am Alive! I am very glad to be alive. So, let's get on with my day. True, it's night already and there isn't any day left now. This is my normal schedule. I work graveyards; this day begins, fresh after a shower.

Is any one out there looking for something interest to do? If so, and you have found it, Oh, please share? I would like to hear all about it, ok?

I have eaten dinner and then either Breakfast or a mid-day snack.
Now I am waiting for my husband to come home.

If I were to give anyone advice about sleeping the whole day away. It would be Not to! Just, Don't Do It!

There is no moon tonight. There is no light out there. I miss the sunlight, even though it makes me sneeze.

Of course, we all know you must not burn the candle from both ends or you'll get burned. So, if one works graveyard, they must give up the sunlight. I do, but I don't like it, lol... :o} The things a person does to make a living. Oh, how wonderful, life goes on, and on, and on. I am a Christian! We live forever!

I think, if you look at this, you will see why my husband and I are in our own business . I have dreams of seeing the daylight
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