Good-Bye All

I will miss you all. I will close StarGate as soon as I am sure my husband is gone.

Good-bye.


Dear B. S. Fox I love you.

I love you and I always will. I love your smile! I love your touch. I love the way you sell a vehicle; and the way you laugh. I love your hugs; and you kisses. I love you very much! I can feel your breath on my face when I dream. I can smell you, in the clean breeze of spring. I can hear you telling me everything will be ok. I need to hear this everyday. I hold dearly your memory and I always will. I love you Honey. Do you love me still?

I walk in the sunshine and I see your face. All of my happy memories hold your face, and give you place. Every gift I have; every dream I want, You. Do I still have a place in your world?

I breathe because you asked for me. I was sent back here for you, you see. God would not have just been cruel, if He had sent me-just to be a fool. I love you, I do; and I always will. Forgive me if I have destroyed your love for me? Please forgive me if I have hurt you? Please forgive me? Forgive me? Please! Please!

God bless you Honey, My Lover; My Best-Friend. I will miss you always.

Sincerely Your loving wife, Sherri.

When I am out there on the road, I hope you at least pray for my safe-travel, as I go down the lonely road of life. I will never divorce you and I will contest one if you ask it of me. When I am dead, you are free! Ok. You can take that into your own hands I guess. But if I'm alive, I'm your wife, until death do we part for good. I just cannot live in an empty house. This house is so big and--without you in it; it is ugly! I cannot stay here without you; there is no beauty here, without you. No life.

I'll wait a day, maybe two, before I start wrapping up the mess here. Then I'm gone.

Note:
After 26 almost 27 years what took you from me? It can't be Iraq, must have happened before that; Only God knows! I do not know anything any more. I realize I am ignorant as to why my world is falling apart. I had a husband before I left for Iraq and I had friends and I had the army and now I had none of it, it seems. My world has disappeared. Why? Do you even care about me any more? If so, in what way? Am I on my own already? Help me God? I can't do this all by myself again? I thought God gave me you? I thought you loved me! I do not know what to think any more. I must be an awful person, because everyone leaves me. ............................

Sherri, Happily Married

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